1.) What the fuck? You hardly say one word to me in 3 months, except to accuse me of something, you tell my best friend “ew.. but you didn’t hear that from me.”, and then you approach me and talk to me? and say hi and think that’s okay? and have the nerve to say that you “tried to talk to me” before? That’s total bullshit. You give me dirty looks everytime I pass you, is that what you call trying to say hi to me? And the fact that you were there with her.. I don’t know, it did upset me, but I can’t say I didn’t see it coming. I knew it from the way you looked at her that you’ve always wanted her. I just don’t know why you wasted your time with me if you really wanted her. It would’ve saved us both a lot of shit.

2.) I think I’m starting to feel something for you, but I’m scared. I’m too shallow to admit any of this. I love your personality, but dammit you’re so awkward. Dancing with you last night was so..awkward. And honestly, you aren’t the hottest thing to walk down the street..sorry. Shallow. I hope I can change my mind soon, or at least make up my mind, because if I’m leading you on at all I’ll feel horrible because I know how that feels. I’m so on the fence right now, I don’t even know what to think.